Chapter 483 The choice of settling down
Chapter 483 The choice of settling down
"Xiaomei, what's wrong with you?" An Weiguo was the first to rush over, help Huang Xiaomei up, and said worriedly, "Why aren't you sleeping so late? Are you feeling unwell? Xiaoyuan, please show it to your mother quickly. look……"
"I-I'm fine..." Huang Xiaomei's eyes were swollen and she held his arm tightly and said, "I-I was just worried that something would happen to you and couldn't sleep, so I secretly waited for you to come back..."
The An family looked at each other and fell into silence.
Looking at my mother's eyes, she must have been secretly crying for a long time.
Also, although Dad said that he was fine and it was just a false alarm, Xiao Yuan also told everyone not to worry, but tonight Dad went to the construction site temporarily, and Xiao Yuan disappeared late at night, and suddenly updated the ending of a chapter of the novel called "The Group is Destroyed" , they all felt vaguely that something big was happening quietly...
Mom, you must have felt it too...
"I'm really fine." Only An Weiguo was focused on things at the construction site and hadn't realized what was going on tonight. He helped his wife to the sofa, poured her some water, and comforted her, "You all go back to bed quickly... …”
Huang Xiaomei shook her head, put the cup aside, grabbed An Yuan's arm, like a drowning person grabbing a boat, looked at her with a pleading look, and asked in a trembling voice: "Xiao Yuan... Huang Xin'er She, is she really...the same...as what is written in the novel..."
The An family sighed inwardly.
As expected, my mother heard it and must have finished reading the story serialized by An Locke.
After all, this novel and this case have been on the hot searches and have been discussed over and over again. Many people in Anjia Restaurant are also saying, how could my mother not hear about it?
What kind of suffering is she enduring in her heart?
An Yuan was silent for a moment: "Mom, what I understand about Huang Xin'er is that she didn't leave home because she hated it. She just saw something that attracted her and chased it based on instinct."
"It's like, a child is playing crazy outside. No matter how much the adults yell, she won't come back, and she can't pull her back even with nine cows. She will even hide so that no one can find her."
She thought for a while and made another metaphor: "You can understand that she is like an Internet-addicted teenager who is addicted to online games. She has no interest in the real world and is completely immersed in the game world.
"For her, the game world is full of excitement, challenges and fun, which makes her want to play."
"If someone tries to get her to kick her addiction and return to the real world, she may view them as an enemy."
Everyone in the An family: "..."
This metaphor feels a bit strange...
But it made them feel a little better.
Huang Xiaomei was also stunned when she heard this, and there was a slight light in her eyes: "She... didn't leave... because she disliked the family's poverty... and treated her badly?"
This is the An family's biggest worry.
Every time they think of this possibility, the An family feels heartbroken and blames themselves to the core.
"Absolutely not." An Yuan shook his head, "For someone like her, money, power, status, etc. are all incidentals after clearing the game. She does not challenge difficult games to obtain these incidentals, but To chase the thrill, accomplishment, and satisfaction of playing games.”
She thought for a while: "If she had been born in ancient times, she would have been a hero. If she could not become an emperor or queen, she would have at least become a prince or general."
"Compared to the tranquil and peaceful peaceful age, she may prefer the troubled times where talented people emerge in large numbers and it is easy to make achievements."
At this point, she let out a long sigh: "It's just that once a general succeeds, thousands of bones will wither."
"Her family became the biggest and earliest victims."
When the An family heard this, they all fell silent.
They must admit that what Xiao Yuan said... makes sense and is very consistent with their impression and understanding of Xiao Zhen.
However, Xiaozhen has lived with them for five years, but they understand Xiaozhen far better than Xiaoyuan.
Huang Xiaomei lowered her head and remained silent for a long time.
The An family didn't dare to imagine her mood, and they didn't dare to speak easily.
After a while, Huang Xiaomei raised her head, looked at An Yuan and asked: "Xiao Yuan, do you think...will Xiao Zhen come back?"
After being silent for a moment, Anyuan shook his head: "I don't know."
Huang Xiaomei's eyes flashed with sadness.
"However," An Yuan spoke again, "I don't rule out that one day in the future she will see all the mountains and rivers, experience the storms, rain and snow, or reach the end of the world, and suddenly feel that the outside world has become boring. .”
"The human heart is the most complicated thing." She said seriously, "I think everything is possible."
Having said this, she knelt down in front of Huang Xiaomei, held her mother's hand and said: "Mom, although Xiaozhen has weak feelings, I believe that it is precisely because she received enough love and positive influence in this family when she was a child that she The background color didn’t turn completely black.”
Just like her, if she hadn't been loved and taught by her grandma when she was a child, and later met a wise, tolerant, and kind master, she would probably have followed the same path as An Xiaozhen, and her background was even worse than An Xiaozhen's. dark.
At least Joey's hands are not stained with blood now, and he probably won't become a big devil who will destroy the world in the future.
When Huang Xiaomei heard this, she raised her hand to wipe her tears, and her sad eyes slowly became gentle.
She raised her hand and gently touched An Yuan's face: "Xiao Yuan, tell mom the truth. How has Xiao Zhen... been doing for so many years?"
An Yuan smiled: "The Ross family is definitely not an easy place to hang out. If you want to climb to a high position in this family, it will definitely not be easier than getting into Harvard or winning a palace fight."
"However, she must be enjoying it. Competition and fighting, which are unavoidable for ordinary people, are all fun for her."
An family member: "..."
Xiaozhen's inner world is indeed different from theirs.
No wonder they can never enter Xiaozhen's world...
"That's it..." Huang Xiaomei murmured in a low voice, letting tears blur her face, "That's great, she is living a good life... There is nothing better than this..."
"It doesn't matter whether she comes back or not, as long as she is well...well..."
Over the years, every time they thought about the various dangers, torture, injuries that Xiaozhen might encounter, or even that she was no longer in this world, they would wake up from nightmares with pain and fear.
Compared with all kinds of terrible consequences, Xiaozhen living well is more important than anything else.
They no longer wish for more.
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